O lvls have ended, and I think the A lvls should also be over by now, or at least going to end. The euphoria of the end of exams and the prospect of a long long hol ahead is now felt by many of those who just did the Os n As. My time for that is over, gone and passed. Its hard to believe that just a year ago, I was getting desperate and worried as the As were approaching. Now one year on, I think my brains are damn rusty, havent touched a book seriously for study for so long. Who cares now whether gorbachev was THE cause of the collapse of the USSR? Pluvier? Topic Sentences? Similarly if someone out here is using logarithms or Keynes theory for ur daily life now, pls tell me...
Grades aside, its really seriously damn sad that i wasted my last 2 years. But what the hell, regret now also no use. But nonetheless, its hard to displace that feeling of regret and waste. Damn it. No i think double damn it. Can you imagine? I didnt make full use of my time 2 yrs ago and squandered the chance. And now?? Wait..i just said heck it right? So yeah nvm..
When your brains are left too long to slack, they either go into hibernation, go for vacations of thought wandering or they rebel and break out like prison break. For now my brain has adopted a policy of isolation from studies and it seems to be having fun in wandering around in thoughts such as the above.. This i can still tolerate as at least it still shows that it works... It better not break out though... The last i knew, my brain was PACKAGED...
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